Down-ner. :(

i'm not sure if i am having pms or what.

quite sad with the way things are turning out.

today jemay put on a very nice smelling body cream, and she told me it's victoria's secret's body cream. but it's not wide selling in singapore, and i dont want to wait for so long for the shipping, so i went to ask jeannie to accompany me to buy the cream as jemay said that i could try far east plaza for the cream. but jeannie told me that bee-zai's waiting for her to dine together. then i told her, nevermind, i can go and get it alone. but then she said she'd already told bee-zai that she wont be going back home so early, so i'm thinking, 'why not?'.

we met up at dhoby ghaut, and i'd promised her 19.30 and she'll be home, but in the end, when we got there, the shop's lacking of the particular scent that i want, and the shopkeeper introduced us to another shop. and we took a very long time to get to the shop. finally, it's 19.30 already.

i made her late for the date with her sista.

and in the train on our way back home, i asked her if she wants to have chocolate fondue(we agreed to have it someday when we're free) tmr, and she said it's up to me to decide, cuz everything she say is of no use. to quote, (literally translated from mandarin to english)she said: 'you want means you want, you dont want means you dont want. even if i say i wanna have it tmr and you say you dont want, we still wont be able to have it'.

that somehow broke my heart. there are times when i DO get things in my way, but for her, i really wanna just let her be happy and do the things she wanted. but what she'd said really broke my heart.

so to her, i'm an arrogant brat who gets everything she wants, and not the least considerate for others? i'm sorry, but i'm not.


i always follow what jinling and jeannie wants to do and wants to say. and whatever they want to do, they can get it and have it. does she even think of my feeling?

i'm upset.


and someone close commented that i'm not like the one she used to know anymore.


i think i'm seriously taking things too sensitive, or is really telling how she felt?


arghs. what's so nice about this world? i've never taken a plane before. and i've always wanted to try. so does it mean that i am able to take it?


quarrelled with sharon about a fortnight back. guess we arent friends anymore.

and i'm feeling SUPERBLY lonely. am green-eyed about other girls who are sooo loveable and cheery. but me? i'm just an arrogant soul. arrghs

Condemned to Driving

Sad. am real sad.

failed my driving test again. and now, gotta wait for another 4 bloody months for my THIRD test. f u c k ing slow man.

what am i gonna do during these four months??? made. gotta spend another 0.4k for the driving lessons. :( making me out to be a poor muppet.

then what's next? what am i gonna do after a year from my job? am i gonna carry on studying? and be away from the "front-desk" bound job? i mean, i love my current job but it's just that it's a bit stagnant in here. and it's like, it's paying me low, but exploiting me to the fullest. and working with a demon; doesnt need me to explain more.

another colleague of mine who took over me yesterday while i was on leave told me that she couldnt stand my branch. i mean, if she was here for only A day, she can imagine me spending months with the demon.

what to do. blame it on the ill-fated luck i have. had tried to worship to every God, but nothing seem to work. maybe i'm just. poor.

another big hole in my pocket. feel so lost and empty right at this moment. :(

Happy :)

Hi people!!!

guess what? i got a Harrods bear from my tenant! =p this is my first personal gift from a stranger so far! =)

and tonight, i hope i can sell off my N70 successfully and get an N80 on thursday!!! darn happy man!

however, jas told me that another stupid tenant of ours were demanding for the "pierced" wall (just a couple of SMMALL HOLES) and he's demanded for me and jas to get it fixed asap!!! he's bumming us for a couple of days already and he's nnot dead. i wish i can kick his balls when i see him. and he hasnt paid the security deposit for their rental yet!!!!!!!! arrrrghs. still dare to ask for SO much.

My Lovely Sam-soon

Man. i'm so much in love in this korean drama.


it gets me motivated through the day, because i know that if i've survived the day, i'll be able to catch it at night on Channel U.


man. man. man. i'm just hooked lar.
how?! u guys should watch it too. u WILL be hooked.

and besides, it's been long since i got my arse stuck to the tv set. imagine that.
i'm going after the show!!!

Steve Irwin, Gone

Gone was his irritating Australian accent.

Gone was his so-dangerous acts with the crocs.


But he's such a poor thing also. not getting bitten by the crocs, but the venomous stingray.
why. but i DO pity him.

such a waste to be gone from the world.


you know? gone , forever.

Wine-whine

Hey ppl! bought 3 bottles of Sacred Hill recently.

Please try it out if you chance upon one. It's orgasmic!


LOL ;)

You suck big time.

Forgive my crude header.
But this is just what i wanna tell you.

when u're not feeling good, u shove ur stuff to me.
this is not what i can accept.
you blardy...bitch.

i'm real angry.

genuine care and concern is directed to a blind, "it's none of your business".
fu*k you, bitch.


"Do you know that this and that is wrong?"
well, screw off. i dont need this when u ARE in the wrong, not me.



oh right. correction. i dont wanna fu*k you.
cuz you stink to the core.

雨过应该就会天晴吧?

Things are looking on the brighter side for me.

Just, a tad(!) brighter.


Will that spell "Luck"?



till the next post. ciao~

Blardy hell.

Tamade.

To think i get these comment:


走着走着， 他就问我:"刚才他有没有教你胖小姐?"

BLARDY HELL。


他要走了还说:"减肥， 减肥!"

Bad Day

It's not Daniel Powter.

It's me, Kelly Wang Liting.

Dammit.


What a bad start for the day.


For a start, I came out late from the house. and when i reached the void deck and was about to step out, it started drizzling.

Nevermind that. I wanted to go into the housing blocks since it's all covered up, so i decided to cross the road, and damn. i stepped onto the soft and pudgy grass patches. (luckily my heels arent soiled)

Then, went into the train. it was packed like 1000 pickles all squashed up in a milk bottle meant for babies.

And vrooooom it goes. Damn it. It suddenly stopped. and my ankles decided to bent, and my heels, too. i reached out for the indian guy on my right, grabbed his arms tight.
Who knows another good samaritan (another indian guy on my left) tried to hold my left arm, but subconciously, i sorta gave my left arm a push back, and damn, he TOUCHED my underwire of my bra.
After which, he even gestured for me to hold on to the railings he was holding on. -sob sob-

I WAS SO EMBARRASSED i tell you i could've bashed the chinese guy up who looked at me as if i'm a weirdo. damn it.

so that's the start of my day. Think yours could've gotten any worse?

i doubt so.

消灾解难?

还以为礼拜六能够让我玩个尽兴，谁知道并没有此事的发生。
不但少了5块钱，我还丧失了我的原本已经没有很小的腰围。

也还以为可以在礼拜天一大早就起身，和佳敏，金玲 及 佳敏的妹妹 一起吃早餐，
没想到我竟然睡到中午12才起来! 到了最后， 我们叫了外卖， 而且是Macdonald's
喔。hehe。

回到家里身心已疲惫不堪，所以连衣服都没烫，就跟妈妈一起做面模。做了面模便
已经是凌晨12点了，洗把脸，刷了牙， 就倒头大睡。
今早原本不想来上班，可是还是硬着头皮， 咬紧牙根， 来了。

可是还真后悔啊!

Check this out!

I saw this graphic on joyln's friendster site, and was curious, went to check it out, and man! so many nice designs!

Gosh. Rain/Bi can be so versatile!

I'm so so so very amazed by this talent.

He can sing in Japanese, Mandarin, English, and Korean.
To think most singers cant even handle more than one language.

I'm really in AWE!!!


suave, aint he? *faints*

Ah---ChoooOoooOo!

Sneeze, sneeze. this sneeze-es hit me so suddenly!


am starting to dread going to work because we're in the new centre now, and our workload just seems to pile on even more each day.

aww. and am damn irritated with the constant pop-ups from hotmail whilst checking my mails! wassup, Hotmail, do you allow users to be constantly bogged down by the stupid pop-ups and get us all affected by virus??? damn.

aiyo. talking about these just makes me feel hungry.

and oh, just to update you guys, we are fine. me and him.

but it's just fine.

i cant elaborate more.
because i believe in karma.

Graduation Day 20.06.2006

What a meaningful day to hold our graduation! 20062006!

and I'm officially outta school now. I am no longer a student. =(

My definition of a student is:
-> one who depends on spoon-feeding for homework,
-> one who enjoys so much time together with her girlfriends luffing her arse out,
-> one who dreads going to lectures and attempts to slap herself awake during them,
-> one who feels that south canteen's food is so goddamn cheap and fj's so goddamn exp,
-> one who dreads stepping into the workforce cuz she thinks that it's too stressful for her to handle,
-> one who thinks that java and c++ suck to the core,
-> one who feels that the school lack good-lookers,
-> one who feels that the toilet cleaner auntie is too talkative and complains way too much,
-> one who feels that Mr Okay-O is cute,
-> one who feels like slamming the mouse and keyboard hard when the programme doesnt work,
-> one whose palms sweat like a pig when doing presentation,
-> one who has to queue for toilet when it's already so stinky in there.

All in all, i miss being a student.


me and parents


joy joy and i


joy, sarong, let-me-in


half miracle


posers. eric and i


guo quan, xiu yun, sarong, me, i'm-in-now, joy joy


those missing in action: lijun, sue, grace. aww.

i'm missing my girlfriends at this very instant.

I'm Back.

Hey people, so, as promised, pix will be uploaded. but! just to warn you that there'll be plenty of pix without a purpose for showing up on this blog.

and loading this page may take trillions of years. you may have turned into a fossil already, but i dont really care. i'm just gay. BUT. i'm feeling the fatigue alr.... *yawns*

and one happy event: i can access the internet at HOME!!!
double happiness. =)

Shop shops with jinling and jeannie at marina square - 20.05.2006







weilian. =)

outing with da gals - 26.05.2006







before haircut


after haircut

dont see the difference? i dont expect you to. teeheehee.

psa family day 28.05.2006

Sunset at escape.

Godiva Chocs - Yummy or Sinner?

Miscelleneous - Zavier Boy! =)

this pic is a bit grainy.

and.. that's all folks! =)

"Oooo, your body, girl!"

N.B.: the above title has got NOTHING to do with the post below.

we girls have met up last fri, eating our heart out at suntec's kfc. their two-piece chicsare so goddamn small, a chicken itself would have gobbled it up.

sharon was terribly late, we agreed to meet up at 1845, but she was caught up with work, and she reached at 1930-1945. how late.

den we proceeded to the esplanade and took gallions of pix. (i mean, yah, i noe gallion's to decribe water, but who cares?)shall upload the pix when i have the time.

btw, just to inform you guys. i cant access the internet at home, so, u may hear from me a bitlater yeah?


till the next post, tata.

Suffocated

avg of 6 calls per day, asking the same questions.

"are you busy?"
"busy ah? dont want to talk to me tonight?"

"how's ur 'watermelon'?"

"are you taking the lift alone? can you see blood dripping down the spirals? teeheehee."

"are you home yet? want to chat on the phone tonight?"

"where are you?"

well, i say, triple slabs of corny-ness.

i'm just so tired.
you claim that want us to be just frens, and that you dint want to start liking me cuz u're afraid to "violate" the friendship that we have, but u're controlling my movements as though i'm your gf (i have to be thick-skin here).

i'm sorry, but i'm not.

you cant expect me to be around and answering your calls when u're bored.
i'm working.

and dont even throw your tantrum on me and think that i'll sweet talk you back.
i did before, because i thought i wasnt gonna give up our friendship that we had.

but i'm never gonna do it again.

so what if i'm "violating" the friendship that we HAD?

i'm really honoured that you sent me to and fro from work, though u had to park ur bike over my house, and come all the way to sengkang to look for me. send me up to my house, and ride ur bike back to jurong.

and when you offered to lunch with me at raffles place when u were at ang mo kio. had to make you stand and wait for seats to be free, and make you wait for me to eat.


it was really sweet of you.

but now, i'm having bitter thoughts.


bitter intentions.

you blame everyone but yourself. and whatever you said was pretty "politically correct". and your comments of "hey, dont eat so much lar. you're getting fat." or "watch your diet lar..." or "your 'watermelon' will get bigger if you still eat so much" just dont do any favour for yourself to me. and i have to watch my trap.

and i'm gonna end this "friendship" of ours.

and, i hope that u'll get my drift.

4 days of working life

Life had been rather busy.

went out on monday with jeannie and jinling. ate pizza hut. our favourite chicken ole bake rice. the thought of it just makes me drool at this very moment. -slurps-

tues&wed went out with my parents, ystd night went to copthorne hotel to have seafood buffet with my new-found colleagues and then went for a couple of drinks with jemay and marlene(my colleagues) at zouk's winebar.

though marlene left slightly early cuz her husband came and fetch her home.



tues was a super hectic day for us, as the building had suffered from power failure on monday, and we had received complaints from all the tenants that their power and/or internet and/or phone were not working. what a first day to start off work. and jemay jokingly asked if i'd offered my prayers before i left home. lol. well, i dint. hahas.

wed was still orite; it was more of like, following jemay and having marlene teach me the skills of inquiring the excellence in phone-answering. some callers are ang moh, so i dint quite catch what they'd said. but it was still okay, cuz occasionally jemay and marlene dint either. hees.

thurs... went to have dinner with my new colleagues, but the dinner was rather short, cuz we reached there at ard 7 and then we had the bill sent to us on 8 sharp. haiz, dint really enjoy, and dint manage to take photos. jemay den suggest tat we go to the winebar, and i thought, why not? so i just tagged along, with marlene, to the winebar. jemay ordered one bourbon coke light, but it was still the happy hour, so it came with another which was complimentary. and we chatted as if we dint noe the time and that i felt like i'd known jemay for a long time. it was like, i noe her since eons ago, and the chat seemed like a follow-up after not meeting for many years. and we decided to order another cup of vodka with 7-up, and she ordered her vodka with coke light. hees.

and today, since i'm having my usual women's ailment, i struggled my way back home and decided that an update is absolute necessary.

and, and, and. i have to show you how pretty jemay is.
well, she IS pretty. all the clients swarmed to her like bees to honey, and their trotting speed to her may be like 210km/h. i'm NOT exaggerating.

but well. no more suspense.

u'll see how she look like soon.

and i mean, SOON.



fu*k. i look like i'm 50 on this photo. she looks like she's 16/19 or smth. arh, f*ck.


you see you see! i wont ever take photos with her no more. =(


just look at the cheese. look how it stretched. like a rubber band. but has the effect of taking 10 ecstacy pills.


the food which sent my taste buds to haven. and my heart to heaven. =)


this picture is blur though. this is the sight which we(me and parents) saw in yishun on wed. the sight was pretty amazing because that's when you see the "riot-control" police cars and traffic police and hundreds of police men on duty to make sure there's order around.


my new bag. looks like it's granny's day out for me. hahas.


my sweet indulgence for the past few days. =) yummy.



the following photo may make you feel sick. hahas. viewers' discretion is needed.






i'm tellling the truth. no photoshop here! i mean, everything is original... i know you trust me cuz i still look horrendous. ouch.


yaya. me again. =p


and hi. yah right, it's still me, with a botox-ed looking face. i just wanna look back at this photo when i'm really 50, and this will remind me of how i looked 30 yrs ago. wahahahhas. stiff man! i think i'll look the same to this pic when i'm 50, cuz by then, botox'll just be as common as drinking water everyday.
oh btw, ignore that disgusting-flesh-coloured straps!


and i miss these arses. =(

Scare-ded

In another 7 hrs and 30 mins, i'll be stepping into my second phase of my life.


THE WORKING LIFE.


my God.
imagine the scene when i have to sqeeze into the already-packed mrt. and i may probably also have to tolerate humanes, who-are-so-lacked-of-sleep, to land their heavy skulls on mah shoulders. but well, i doubt i'll be getting a seat on the train too, considering that i get onboard at Yio Chu Kang station. which is in the middle of somewhere and there.

my God.
imagine the scene when i get into the office and there is already loads of people waiting for me to answer the calls, photostat their documents, clean the vicinity, lick boss' boots.
soon, i'll have to kick my own bucket.
touch-wood, though.

my God.
imagine the scene when i topples the enormous "watertank" over and spills it and floods the place. or when i topple/trip just as usual, in front of those ang mohs. or when i gabble and gabs and gurgles the saliva outta my mouth.



i pray to You, lemme me stay alive.


and oh yah. a note to remind everyone again.

THE WORKING LIFE = ABSOLUTELY NO LIFE.



☆¨*·¤.,.~·**¯`·*♡*·´¯**·~.,.¤·*¨☆ *★·´¯`·☆*·´¯`·*★*·´¯`·*☆

election day is on 6th may'06. it may be non of my business, but guess who i'll vote for if he's in for it?


"am i cool or what?"

Shrugs

What's life after graduation?


Work, maybe further studies, work, work, work, work, get married, have children, watch children grow up healthily and happily, have greeat understanding and trust between my husband and i, indisposeness to getting sick, and finally, dying, but with plenty of great-grand children beside me.


This second phase of life is starting soon, on the 2nd of may. i'll be working as a customer service exec. sounds delicious? i dunno. the comp is giving $250/yr for us to buy some standard black jackets and skirts. and the director INSISTS that we wear skirts. hmmm. i udnno why. prolly cuz we'll look more feminine and demure and approachable in skirts? a humongous question mark is drifting all over.

and i'll be enrolling into SIM, taking up its Deg. in IT. and if the application is successful, i'll be having intensive lectures and tutorials for two weeks per month, mon-fri at 7-10, and sats at 9-4, i doubt i have the ability to juggle between work and study and not even to mention to be able to live till the day i see my great grandchildren. =(

and all the talk about several men messaging me at the same time. they've all seemed to disappeared at the same time too.

hahas.


all these peace and tranquility is making me feel strident. =(

On MSN today

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joy: if you look like my dp, then i'll look like ur dp's gf. lol
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me: you mean u're his gf? wahahhahahhahahaas.



my current dp.

and tadah! this is the joke of the century! muahahahahhas

and after this... there's even more funnier stuff comin' up!



"

Lijun says:
sharon, next mth wan to sing karoke

Joyln says:
i asking some ques

*sharon* says:
okok

*sharon* says:
SURE

*sharon* says:
lai lai lai (meaning, come come come)

*sharon* says:
u plan hao ma? (meaning, you plan okay?)

Lijun says:
next mth then organise

Lijun says:
have to for xy...

*Sharon* says:
ok

Lijun says:
o ya, everyone.....i go the flea market thing

Lijun says:
at the orchard cineleisure

*Sharon* says:
ok.. hey i cant control le i must go watch yu le bai fen bai liaoooooooooo.. tooooooooo temoting

Lijun says:
temothing?

♡´¯`·.¸¸.εїз*Liting*εїз.¸¸.¤´¯`¤.¸¸.♡ says:
hahahahhahaa

Joyln says:
she wan to say tempting

Lijun says:
no one see wat i type

*Sharon* says:
tempting

Lijun says:
o..

*Sharon* says:
yeahhhh

♡´¯`·.¸¸.εїз*Liting*εїз.¸¸.¤´¯`¤.¸¸.♡ says:
flea market/

*Sharon* says:
ok its commercial now

Lijun says:
ya

♡´¯`·.¸¸.εїз*Liting*εїз.¸¸.¤´¯`¤.¸¸.♡ says:
what abt it

*Sharon* says:
WAD FLEEEEEA MARKET

*Sharon* says:
i don like FLEAS


Lijun says:
not fleas..

*Sharon* says:
then?

Lijun says:
rent the stall and sell the things

*Sharon* says:
ok

*Sharon* says:
that FLEA

Lijun says:
i not selling fleas

Lijun says:
is next mth

*Sharon* says:
haha

*Sharon* says:
okok

Lijun says:
muz can buy


♡´¯`·.¸¸.εїз*Liting*εїз.¸¸.¤´¯`¤.¸¸.♡ says:
wahahhahahahaha

♡´¯`·.¸¸.εїз*Liting*εїз.¸¸.¤´¯`¤.¸¸.♡ says:
lijun said "not selling fleas"/

Lijun says:
sell the things , not the fleas....

Lijun says:
sina(typo, and it means bored in hokkien slang)

Lijun says:
sian
"

and in the end. lijun gave up selling the fleas to us. hahahhaas.

Stranded.

I've decided that the title of this entry is totally superfluous, so, i'm quite comfortable with settling it down with the feeling i have now. Stranded.

i'm stranded at home, on this lonely, rainy, cooling, boring tuesday afternoon. YET, i've got no time to spare, cuz i'll be uploading tonnes and tonnes of pix for my beloved-increased-readers.

and oh, i couldnt miss mentioning how nice of celia and shiyun. Kudos to you guys that my counter is jumping 1*1 more. LOL.

and on a TOTALLY IRRELEVANT note, in the benefit of myself, and some readers who love me so much, i shall post the pix ALL up.


BE VERY AFRAID.

10.04.2006 - Having lunch with mom and bro
Went to have our lunch, and then to the library. =)

mommy.


me and bro. =)


his food.


my mediocre food, compared to his. =(

11.04.2006 - Jeannie, Jinling and Me
jeannie and jinling came over to my place, cuz i'm so lazy to go out!

and i realised that i had a crave for fries and we trotted our way to the market! and for additional incentives are this colorful drinks!


these can instruct traffic. =p

12.04.2006 & 15.04.2006 - At Jeannie's Place

what lar. i noe my face is as big as the one in front of it. teeheehee


jeannifer, jeannie's sis, whom we affectionately call her Ah Bee(bestowed by jeannie). she's a cutie. =)

After all these toils of boring surfings of the net, watching of dvds, me and ah bee finally decided that we can do something more lucrative. we rushed down to the shophouses downstairs, paid one-fifty, and got a pump and some balloons.

what for? i tell you, it's play time! hehehe.


see or not. look at our face. it says:"SMUG". hahas.

and we decorated these lovely b-loons ourselves. artistic heh? =p


the water-balloons which resembled like jellybeans on da loose. =p


jinling and ah bee proclaims:"We're flying!"

and this entry shall end. again, so abruptly. hahas!