i'm still staying aloof.

i'm godddamn bored at home rite now. he's out to play billiard with his pals and i'm stuck at home.. wanted to go see doc to treat my tyco legs.. but in the end he called like, 1pm..and i asked him to accompany me go see doc at 1 yesterday. but it was okie, i havent woke up until he called me. =x den he asked if i wanted to go see doc but i dint want to... i saw my legs. it was gettin' better, so i rejected the offer.. we hung up the phone. i called him again. i wanted to ask him to accompany me see doc again... but the next thing i noe, he told me he's gonna play billiard with his pals. damn. whatever. i dint telll him i want his companion. in case i rob him of his freedom.

haiz. *ponders* what is happening to me? my parents are sleeping rite now and i'm holy-sick,bored and tired.he's out to play too. haiz. i'm broke too. i nid more CASH~!
i want play, too. the whole blardy day i'll stay at home and watch the clock tick and the plants photosynthesis. yes, these shall be my plans den.

i love my phone!

Dun think i wanna get one digi-cam le.
i'm satisfied with what my phone produces..

hees.

here's a preview : click here and and here.
gentle reminder: pix are deceiving!

yeps, im gonna sleep le... later i'm meeting sharon and joy 1430 over at somerset.. joy needs to collect tix... and i think i prob wants to go shopping.. blog in u tmr... nitez!

Farkin' bleach

and ya, the bleach dint work. sheesh.
=(

My Needs...=p

okie, i'm super yearning for a digi-cam now... for one obvious reason, i can shoot myself and baby like crazy, and can even bring it out with me when i see fancy things which catches my sight...

and! best part is, joyln thinks of buying a digi-cam too! and prob my bro have lobang for digi-cams and then, more discount! =p

wah.. my target period to buy digi-cam is this september, hopefully i(we) can do it! keke..

i want a digi-cam so much... sobs. den i can also post nice nice pix in here... i want i want!!!!!!

bored.

i'm gonna stay at home for the whole blardy day today...
bleaching my hair rite at the very moment, wondering how it'll turn out like...
he's working and i'm so bored.. i finished almost all my housework already..
oh yah, i woke up at 1 today..hee.=x
watched "my sassy girl" on ch U midnite... it was not a bad show, drove my tears several times to the eyes but it just couldnt come out... just a bit of the feelings i guess..
hmmm, i gotta surf friendster liaoz.. nothing to do.. probably gonna go gb later.
see ya.

Lallaland

i'm going to sleep now...
good nitez.
*winkz*
btw, ariff just told me the match btween eng and port:1-0.
BAD.

My (pathetic) Life

hmmm..

went to watch the match just now over at Bishan Stadium. damn, u dunno how dulan my and baby were. HUFC scored one ard 30mins after kick-off, and den another during somewhere in the sec half..

den ard the 80th min, we went to the toilet, and he was smoking outside... he asked me how long before the time end and i told him 5 mins... i went back into the stadium and saw the timer:84:37. shit. more than 5 more mins... who knows! blardy hell, TPFC scored a goal during the last 5 mins. and baby placed bet on 0,1 or 2 goals.
there goes my treat frm him again. =x

oh, and i ate Mc's instead.

Pig.

hmmm.. nothing to do now, so blog to kill time..
later i'm gonna meet baby and watch the S-League over at Bishan Stadium together...
wonder if who'll win this time... the last time we watched, HUFC lost to SAF, score was 0-1..
sad. but anywayz, i hope HUFC will win this time round. he told me that the last third match, the score was 6-0 or 6-1, i couldnt remember. HUFC won it.
hmmm... gotta wake him up like, ten mins later..
after waking him up, i'll go bath and get prepared to meet him!!!
ps.: i'm hungry. i ate a ba-zhang this afternoon. i want KFC!!! *slurps*

Thank You!!!

i've just asked accela aka moon heng aka the comp whiz to help me with the uploading of the audio and pic. i'm a klutz.
haha
thanks, moon heng!

Problem: Find out the difference between guys and girls.

®boy(pun intended), why human beings just cant understand the opposite sex?
why does most girls start to assume when the guys keep mum abt smth?
girls prefer guys to share problems with her better half, but guys will shut their lips tight and think they can handle it alone. girls understand that guys cant handle things(i'm a sexist here);guys dun understand why girls have to probe at every little thing they do.

Maybe GOd made beings so indiferrent here;He wants both the sexes to understand how each sex works. They ARE absolutely different. a guy isnt a girl. a girl isnt a guy either. girl should not assume that they understand guys, and guys should try to understand girls more by paying more attention to their life partners and quit saying that girls are difficult to apprehend.
girls like conflicts to be thrashed out;guys STILL prefer keeping hushed to mitigate tension.

me and baby is going through a bicker now. the situation suggests the old saying, "Abscence makes the heart fonder".
we're meeting everyday now, and it seems that we also have rows everytime we meet up. it realli sucks. i also dunno what exactly happened to me, cant say it's PMS(for guys who dun noe what PMS means, go find out from some girls. u wont get a slap from asking that.),neither can i say he's at fault.
i think, when we see each often, i'll tend to think that he will defintely understand what i feels, but actualli, he doesnt. and he doesnt understand why i flare up so easily nowadays. when both parties dun understand each other, they tend to assume and thus, conflicts arise.

i cant say i'm completely at fault, neither can i say i'm not in the wrong.
mayb we can thrash things out. but if he wants to keep his adamantine character, i cant expect much either. cuz that's the way God expects human to react.

but i still love you.
so much.
i wont leave u.
neither can u leave me.

(NB:Whatever i've said is copyright reserved. those caught copy and paste-ing it somewhere will be harshly dealt with.)®

Thoroughly-Pissed-Off

time check: 23.47

aww. my legs are sore-ing like hell now. my butts felt as if they're sitting on a bed of scintillating needles. my brain is in a whirlpool state of mind. and i'm blardy physically tired. esp my eyes.

went to pulau ubin today, sat on the bumboat and it was rather fun... den when we reached, we settled down at darren(baby's fren)'s granny shophouse..placed our stuff there, sat for a while, den got down to cycle. that explains why my legs and butt sore. they REALLY sore like ****. it was super adventurous cycling ard pulau ubin, cuz the trails were rather remote. there were lotsa abandoned houses too, guess it must have been the gov's doing. =x
there were five of us, darren and his gf, me and baby, and david... even though much verbal wasnt exchanged, it was still a nice journey as there were scenery and the fresh air to enjoy..
after which, we got back to mainland,and ate seafood over at the changi hawker. it was damn spicy lor...

later, we went to Tampines Mall and Century Square.by then, my legs were so tired, they threatened to break anytime if i walk further. still, i walked, and that's why, now my legs are in a state of "semi-breaking".

finally, we're reaching home... i asked if he not want to send me home as i saw that his eyes were blood-shot looking, and i'm afraid that we mite bump into my parents. oh yah, i set the bikini-clad babe pic as his wallpaper in his phone and he got upset abt it too... (think it was because darren's gf, yixia, said that there was nothing nice abt that bikini xiaojie)
apparently, he mistook me that it was because i dint want him to see my parents that's why i said that... but what i realli meant was, that i'm afraid that he would feel awkward if he saw my dad, and obviously, he cant act at ease.
That's what i realli meant, baby.

and when he was sending me home, he told me that he deleted all the bikini clad babes... he was looking pissed and walked far away from me, too.
who noes, when we were reaching the lift, we realli saw my parents, he called them and den left...we did bade our goodbyes...
when i got home and called him and asked what happened, he said, nothing..i said, u better say,if not i very fan one leh...
den he said,"what are u fan abt? i more fan okie... i dint want to tell u what happened cuz i dint want to start another quarrel. u're not sian of the quarrels but i am."
and i broke down into tears. what he said was damn hurtful. DAMN IT.

i'm going to sleep. heck if he's gonna call or not.
i hate u.

oOo.bAbY & mE.oOo

i love you baby.

Happy Birthday, BaBy...!

time check: 2:30am,19th June 2004
yoz, it's me.. still bloggin at this ungodly hour...
okie, to some, it may be still early..but to others, it may b a damn late nite for them already..

anywayz, went out yesterday(18th) afternoon.. went to sembawang beach with baby, den toa payoh KBox and kboxed until 1am(19th)..that Kbox-thingy cost us a blardy 60 bucks. should have went to dine over at jack's place instead...it mite cost cheaper as well. shucks..
also, when i took a cab back, the cabbie was driving at a speed of 5km/h and it billed 8.40. realli sucks. i'm broke.thoroughly penniless. later this morning i still have to go pulau ubin with his mates.

but i dunno. sometimes i feel that i aint giving him enuff freedom. everywhere he goes and see will be either be with me, or me. mayb i should ask if he wants to enjoy da day with just his mates? i wish to give him more time alone and with his frens;we're like super glue stuck together..siamese twins? u've guessed it right.

and yes, i still cant post my photo up. wus with the webbie? issit defying what i want?

today is his birthday, and i wanna wish him a happy birthday. i realli wish that we can last. and he's gonna be my husband. i'm gonna bear him 2 kids. and stop his smoking and gambling asap. cuz those two habits are bad. and i mean, BAD.

Yum Yum...

hmm... just finished mummum-ing... ate porridge with peanuts, fish, and veggie...
pathetic two of us at home.. me and yipee...
sobs..too bad he's having his in-service...if not i'll be enjoying the sunshine out there with him...
well, so much for a day... i'm gonna explore more in here..
I'LL BE BACK.

i'm a nooooobbbbiieee!!

okay. i'm following the trend of setting an online diary.
reason being, i got all excited after reading my senior's bloggings.
i'm gonna try and explore ard this site...
see u guys soon. okie, so far, i'm talking to only myself...
can i add frens in here? or what?

i love you. you love me. we're a happy family.