Friday, January 27, 2006

Quizzes and more quizzes! =)

You Are 10% Boyish and 90% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?


Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker
Your seduction technique can be summed up with "charm"You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone...Well, you won't be talking for long! ;-)
You're great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear.Partially, because you're a great reflective listener and good at complementing.The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person.
Your "sweet talking" ways have taken you far in romance - and in life.You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face.Speeding tickets, job interviews... bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*
What Kind of Seducer Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to obedience and warmth.
In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
You Are 18 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.
13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.
30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!
40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?
In a Past Life...
You Were: An Obese Mathematician.
Where You Lived: New Zealand.
How You Died: Dysentery.
Who Were You In a Past Life?
Your Stipper Song Is
Closer by Nine Inch Nails
"You let me violate you, you let me desecrate youYou let me penetrate you, you let me complicate youHelp me I broke apart my insides, help me I�ve got noSoul to tell"
When you dance, it's a little scary - and a lot sexy.
What Song Should You Strip To?
Your Dating Purity Score: 73%
You are an under-experienced dater.This doesn't mean you're unexperienced - far from it.It just means that there's a lot of romance left to discover!
Dating Purity Test
Your Japanese Name Is...
Yuri Shigenoi
You're a Romantic Kisser
For you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feet
What Kind of Kisser Are You?

Monday, January 23, 2006

歌曲:完整 歌手:郑秀文 专辑:完整

你说人毕竟不是草木
最后还是变了心
自己也很痛苦
而虽然曾经以为
我就是你的全部
她的出现却让你
有了新的领悟

你要我
给你最后的眷顾
只有我能成全你
这份完整的幸福
你在我
面前表现的那样的无助
我连苦涩地笑
彷佛都显得残酷


你们的幸福很完整
我的幸福却被牺牲
伤我最深的人
还在我面前说别太残忍
你们的爱情像星辰
我的爱情化做烟尘
我想我只能说
成全你们不是我的责任

你要我给你最后的眷顾
只有我能成全你
这份完整的幸福
你在我
面前表现的
那样的无助
我连苦涩地笑
彷佛都显得残酷

你们的幸福很完整
我的幸福却被牺牲
伤我最深的人
还在我面前说
别太残忍
你们的爱情像星辰
我的爱情化做烟尘
我想我只能说成全你们
不是我的责任

你们的幸福很完整
我的幸福却被牺牲
伤我最深的人
还在我面前说别太残忍
你们的爱情像星辰
我的爱情化做烟尘
我想我只能说
成全你们不是我的责任

Monday blu-ooo-us

Well. so much for the weekend.

target not met. and cash-0-less.

worked for sat and sun. as a promoter.

"Hi. i'd like to get a H_ printer. how much does it cost......." asked customer. (i recognized her. and her family. they came last weekend.)

"Oh! it's u! right, hold on a second. i ask a c----- staff to help u with it..." i said.

and i turned ard and saw the dark one sitting there, playing on his hp.

"Hey, would u mind, there's as customer asking abt the h_ printer. could u help?" i asked.

reluctantly, he got up, and went to serve the customer.


abt half an hr later after serving that customer, he came back and said, "i dont need a promoter that only promotes her own stuff. she has to noe how to promote other products, not solely on her own prod. and if this is the case, i dont think i need u here."

i got so taken aback, but my mind was in a state of whirlwind. for fuck's sake, i'm representing some brand and am under it, and u expect me to promote other brands for u? they(customers) came last week and i told them what i'm supposed to say, and tried to push my product. but they still chose over the other brand, so, fuck, what's ur problem?

i noe i shouldnt get so worked up. i mean, then again, it's not nice having someone to accuse u of not doing your job. when u did. so hard.

arghs. 2006's just soooo not for me.

tell u something more intriguing.

on fri night(20.01.06), his mother called me at 2300. said that she was soooo blardy angry with him, that she ran out of the house and dint want to see him. i was in a shock, and asked her what happened. she said it's because of a stupid blue box some stupid woman gave him lonnnnnnng long time ago(like 5 yrs ago?), and that he blamed her cuz she misplaced it somewhere (which i hope it has been destroyed!).

what the hell. what is his problem? and during the conversation, i was told that he was talking on the phone like nobardy else's business and that her(his mom) fren saw him and the other girl together. wtf.

after the conversation ended, i felt so astounded. and feel like killing myself. because the truth hurts.

that he nv loved me before. he returned to her. and guess what? she's married with another man she claimed to abuse her but cant get a divorse cuz of her parents and all the shit. biatch. fancy hookng up with a bastard when she's still married. well, i'm not saying he's a bastard because i'm a loser. if u noe the whole story, u might think i'm stupid, but not a loser. (wait. any difference between stupid and loser? lol.)

but, it's a great match. a biatch and a bastard. how unmatched can they get?

and oh! after phonecall with his mom, he msged me and asked whether i still love him. i called him back immediately. i dint talk abt his mom absence in the house, neither did he!

and he yupped and yupped abt how we met and had our first date. a miserable attempt to get me back. cuz he got the details entirely screwed. and i tried to screw him back. and i won.

he msged me later that he wont msg or call me anymore and that i was the one who chosed to break up and he wanted to salvage but bcause of my response he dont feel so anymore and that i can delete his number.

for fuck's sake. i did it a lonnnnnnnnnnnng time ago. without him telling me to. cuz there wasnt a need! and i replied him, saying that i hope he'll keep up with what he said (the point to not msging or call me anymore) and that i made the right decision in breaking up with him. i told him i'm not ignorant (not anymore) and that i wont tust whatever he says anymore. "Take care" was the last statement.

haha! and i guess i won! he did not reply after that. either he was too busy with that biatch, or that he was crying. bastard.

BASTARD. i'm calling u this for playing my heart out and i, chose to let stupidity lead my path.

but, thank God that i saw the true him. he IS really, at the back of my mind. i'm not angry with him, i'm angry with myself for being a fool.

aiya. whatever la. to end this off, i'm throwing in a photo of a cutie. but it's very blur, so u gotta look at it with an artistic flair. heee. enjoy!

Zavier

Thursday, January 12, 2006

A perfect boyfriend.

"It's in the way that you move me, and the way that you tease me...". find this statement somewhat familiar?

well, i got this from the song, The Way, by American Idol Season _ runnerup.

and i was reading cleo when i went to the toilet this afternoon. it was a very good experience, as it covers sexual issues, and which is what i loved the most. not that i adore intercourses or its counterparts, but i am just fond of getting to noe the facts and how ppl feel abt it. and it's a good experience as it sorta brightens up my time in the toilet. dont gag. i DO wash my hands after the business. with soap.

back to da topic. Before coming to the sex part, Who/what constitudes to a perfect boyfriend?

I guess (to much thoughts given), a perfect boyfriend would be soneone with a tight, juicy-looking pair of ass. man. -whooa- okie okie, i'll think straight.

and what qualities does he need to have? hmmm. he doesnt necessarily need to be handsome, suave, macho, charming, but at least, a good sense of humour. and of course, i dont mind the occasional treats for dirty jokes, but, the jokes must at least be educational, and of cuz, farnie.

and earlier after breakfast, my frens and i were yakking abt how we'll be spending da big V day. sounds childish, but yeah. we STILL do talk abt it. lol.

definitely, i hope to celebrate it with someone or a grp of my beloved, and i wouldnt put it off as a normal, boring day. last year, i spent...

okie okie. i did not have a valentine's day last yr, even though i have a "valentine". (cuz he's so busy with work, blah blah, and even left the present out, blah blah blah) but then again, i promised not to mention him anymore. okie, i'll try.

so this year, i hope that i can change whatever i had previously and enjoy the day. i'll be disappointed if i dont spend it well.

till the next post, ciao.

Monday, January 09, 2006

The Emancipation Of Mimi

Right. Should have named it the Emancipation of my Heart. Lol.
sounds corny?

just get along with it.

This is like a tribute to Mariah Carey, whom i've recently got a crush on. okay, more specifically, it's her songs that i'm attracted to. i find that, she brings out emotions of the songs superbly and that the lyrics of the songs just are reflecting on my love life.

well, currently i'm out and over love, and happily regaining my pass to singlehood again. and i wont be obsessed with writing my antagonism like before anymore.

i've decided to write this post, in relation to my previous relationship, and to tell the whole world that i'v recovered!

so here goes: (note to reader: the songs are from Mariah Carey's "The Emancipation of Mimi", and those highlighted are what my most heartfelt.)

Before we got together:

I Wish You Knew
I've got to see you
Wherever you are
And I've got to be there
I'm wishing on stars
I've got to reveal what's inside of my heart
But the words escape meAnd I'm paralyzed
So helpless when I
Look into your eyes

[chorus]And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you baby


Honestly I know it's silly of me
To want you so badly
But keep it concealed
See my inferiority complex kicks in
And the words escape me
And I'm paralyzedSo helpless
when
ILook into your eyes

[chorus]And how I wish you only knew
What I feel inside for you
You probably haven't got a clue
But I wish you knew
How I love you baby



When We Got Together:

Joy Ride
Baby Baby dont you ever let go
More and more until we both overflow
Got a feeling that my heart's never known
I found love
Tender kisses and i'm floating on air
you can have me anytime, anywhere
when you need me i will always be there
I found Love


[chorus] And our love goes round and round
way up high, a joy ride
we can touch the stars above
we found love
and our love was heaven sent
from the day we first met
we've got something they cant touch
we found love

loving you is like a taste of heaven
wanna gaze into your eyes forever
run away and spend our lives together
i've found love

baby baby
all it takes is one touch
and immediately i feel a rush
baby boy, too much is never enough
i found love

[chorus] and our love goes round and round
way up high, a joy ride
we can touch the stars above
we found love
and our love was heaven sent
from the day we first met
we've got something they cant touch
we found love

i dont need anything
when you're here next to me
nobody in this whole wide world
could ever replace you in my eyes
we found paradise
forever you and i
our love goes round and round
on a joy ride
(with ya babe, with ya babe, with ya babe, with you baby)


In the midst of our relationship:

Stay The Night
You're kissing me
And saying I'm the one you need
To keep you warm
And lay with you tonight
Baby I feel the same way
I don't want to leave
Wanna hold you close
And feel your love inside
But I don't wanna play myself
Cause I know you're with someone else
And I don't need complications in my life
And I don't wanna fall back in
And get caught up in you again
Boy I'm so conflicted in my mind

[chorus]You keep saying stay the night
Just let me rock you till the morning light
It's cold outside
And much too late to drive
You know I need you baby
I'm so lost without your love

Obviously, procrastinating just to be
Close to you a little longer now
It's hard for me to break away from you baby
Never could resist you
And I still haven't learned how
And I don't wanna be a fool
But it's hard when it comes to you
And I'm feeling vulnerable tonight
Cause I don't wanna miss the chance
Of reliving our sweet romance
Boy I'm so confused down deep inside

[chorus]You keep saying stay the night
Just let me rock you til the morning light
It's cold outside
And much too late to drive
You know I need you baby
I'm so lost without your love


The Breakup... eyy you! Dont fall asleep!

We Belong Together
I didn't mean it
When I said I didn't love you so
I should have held on tight
I never should've let you go
I didnt know nothing
I was stupid
I was foolish
I was lying to myself
I could not fathom that I`d ever
Be without your love
Never imagined I'd be
Sitting here beside myself
Guess I didn't know you
Guess I didn't know me
But I thought I knew everything
I`ve never felt.

The feeling that I'm feeling now
That I don't hear your voice
Or have you touch and kiss your lips
Cause I don't have a choice
Or what I wouldn't give
To have you lying by my side
Right hereCause baby

When you leftI lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There aint nobody better
Oh baby, baby
We belong together

I can't sleep at night
When you are on my mind
Bobby Womack's on the radio
Singing to me'If you think you're lonely now
'Wait a minuteThis is too deep (too deep)
I gotta change the station
So I turn the dial
Trying to catch a break
And then I hear Babyface
I only think of youIts breaking my heart
I'm trying to keep it together
But I'm falling apart
I'm feeling all out of my element
Throwing things
Crying
Trying to figure out
Where the hell I went wrong
The pain reflected in this song
Ain't even half of what
I'm feeling inside
I need you
Need you back in my life baby

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please cause
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody better
Ohh baby, babyWe belong together

[Bridge]Ohh , Baby , Baby
We Belong together baby
When you leftI lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
Cause we belong together
Who am i going to lean on
When times get rough
Who's going to talk to me
Til the sun comes up
Who's going to take your place
There ain't nobody better
Ohh baby, babyWe belong together



Post Breakup. u're sleeping already right???

Mine Again
I remember when you used to be mine
Way back whenI was too naive to love you right
But now if I only had the opportunity
I would do anything
Because my heart still believes


[chorus]Maybe you could be mine again
Maybe we could make that dream for real
Like way back then
When love was yours and mine
Maybe we could bring it back to life

It's irrelevant to dwell on the past
I'm accountable for what went bad
And I mean that
But I keep on praying for another chance
Just to have you back
Cause I've grown
And I know how to be your everything


[chorus]Maybe you could be mind again
Maybe we could make that dream for real
Like way back then
When love was yours and mine
Maybe we could bring it back to life
No, no it ain't over yet
I just can't accept the possibility
We weren't made for each other's arms
I know you're my destiny
We can't erase what was meant to be
Part of you and part of me
If we try one more time
Maybe somehow we'll survive


Maybe you could be mine again
Maybe we could make that dream for real
Like way back then
When love was yours and mine
Boy maybe we could bring it back
Maybe we could bring it back
Maybe we could bring it back to...
LifeMaybe you could be mine


Post-post Breakup.

Shake it off
[chorus]I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhereI gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give

Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
Shake you off
By the time you get this message
It's gonna be too late
So don't bother paging me
Cause I'll be on my way

See I grabbed all my diamonds and clothes
Just ask your momma she knows
You're gonna miss me baby
Hate to say I told you so
Well at first I didn't know
But now it's clear to me
You would cheat with all your freaks
And lie compulsively
So I packed up my Louis Vuitton
Jumped in your ride and took off
You'll never ever find a girl
Who loves you more than me

[chorus]I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhereI gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
Shake you off

[bridge]I gotta shake, shake, shake, shake, shake it
Off...
I found out about a gang
Of your dirty little deeds
With this one and that one
By the pool, on the beach, in the streets
Heard y'all was
Hold up my phone's breakin' up
I'ma hang up and call the machine right back
I gotta get this off of my mind
You wasn't worth my time
I've leaving you behind
Cause I need a real love in my life
Save this recording becauseI'm never coming back home
Baby I'm gone
Don't cha know

[chorus]I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhereI gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciated all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
Shake you off
[bridge]
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Okay okay. That's the end. how are u feeling? nauseous after all these lengths? dont worry. no more. see u at the next post. bye.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Happy New Year, 2006!

Sweet. this is just so sweet.

well, school's started for me since 19th december, but i havent really got a chance to blog.


k la. i lazy okie. i admit lar.


came back to school for like, ard 3 months of academic term, to do our major project, and may (if nothing happens) graduate in like, ard april. i'm pinning for my graduation, man!



okie. let's talk about something else.

right! the countdown-s! where did u peeps go man! i went esplanade for both the xmas and newyear countdown!

during xmas, i tot the crowd was like, "WHOA". and i dint think that it can get double "WHOA" during newyeaR! the people were out to parrrrtey!


aiya. dunno what to write anymore. lol. shall just drown u with a series of pictures. "enjoy". carpe diem!


02.01.2006
went out with family (sec bro dint come with us) to changi beach. it was windy and cool! had a funn funn time!
f1
nb: i wasnt trying anything funny with my body

the old couple... lol.
f2

the three piggies...
f3

this pic says: we arent ready to take but mom just shouted ready 1 2 3 and she took! phew. long sentence eyy. lol
f4

i'm compressed.
f5

the foursome.
f6

the handsome king and ugly princess.
f7

the foursome * 2.
f8
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well, i'll be back for more. sorry for the abrupt stopage of this post.