So in Love <3

Today i took leave cuz i reached home so late ystd.

he took leave as well to accompany me. :)


we went sentosa and had rolling good time there... pix are all uploaded... check them out if you want! :)


but dear... i promise that i'll try my best to save.

Back to SG

landed on the singapore grounds from Thailand...

dear dear set off when i was at the airport of thai and went to look for me and waited for me under my void deck!!! so very touched so very happy! :)


after missing him for so long, the nostalgic kinda feeling has been gone! it's just different.

we went to Macdonald's when he gave me a photoframe with the picture of an ambiguous background.

after eating, we went back home, and he told me to look at the pic carefully. i saw that it's the one which we took at bintan, and at the back of the pic were the pix of both of us! i then remembered there was once when we went out and i told him that i wanna develop the pix of ours when he stopped me. i'm soooo touched!!

with him,
i do not feel like working
i do not feel like playing
i do not feel like reading
i do not feel like chilling

but i do like playing, read with him, and chill out with him.


ouch. i wonder how i'm gonna do without him.

Before i head for Bangkok... Nostalgic

met up with dear dear for the last time before i head for bangkok.

damn. the feeling's damn nostalgic. felt as though i can skip the trip and stay in sg with him.


and guess what, i actually cried, cuz i'm missing him so much.


:( help me! i'm too deeply in love! :((((((

Bonker's honkers

So far so good.


just that i was hyperbly temperamental this afternoon and went bonkers on cecilia and priscy. i shouldnt have done that.


guess i was not in the right of mind.


or did my mind act how i had imagined it to be ?


i'm confused.


but all's well. just that work is piling up everyday.

Valentine's 07

Was in office whole day on the 14th of Feb, Valentine's day.

and he told me that he's busy when i thick-skinnedly asked for my vday present. :(


however, a lady came by after lunch time with a bouquet of sunflowers and asked if Kelly is around. Angie and i went bewildered, and i could really see angie's eyes grow as of a goldfish's eyes. "kelly! it may be yours!". of course i was hoping that it was for me.


i then plucked up the courage (albeit eagerly) and asked which kelly it was for (even though there's only one kelly in the centre). haha.


it was for me!!! for me! :)


i took over the bouquet from the lady and seearched frantically for any sign of love letter or card. Geez.


"To Dear Kelly,
Hope this will surprise you
G****"


boy. am i surprised.


he came to my workplace to fetch me and he brought me to vivocity to dine at paulaner's. then he gave me another gift and told me to remember to wear it to bintan when we're there. i had thought what he'd bought for me, and in the end when i reached home and opened the gift, i see that it was a Giogio armani's parfume! love! :)


hao-lianess aside, we had pig's trotters and some cheese pasta for dinner.


after that, having the glutton in me, i requested for deserts. bougght him a cuppa coffee, i had hot choc, and we shared a slice of strawberry cheesecake (i had almost 80% of it).


the feeling was so sweet. it was like never before.


and i wont forget how i spent my first Vday with my loved one. :)



i want and need him to be in my life.

- Random Thought -

Dear all,

all the rubbish about living without a men is bullshit from me.


i need love to survive.




oh. i'm so awaiting my trip to bintan! -chuckles-

Down-ner. :(

i'm not sure if i am having pms or what.

quite sad with the way things are turning out.

today jemay put on a very nice smelling body cream, and she told me it's victoria's secret's body cream. but it's not wide selling in singapore, and i dont want to wait for so long for the shipping, so i went to ask jeannie to accompany me to buy the cream as jemay said that i could try far east plaza for the cream. but jeannie told me that bee-zai's waiting for her to dine together. then i told her, nevermind, i can go and get it alone. but then she said she'd already told bee-zai that she wont be going back home so early, so i'm thinking, 'why not?'.

we met up at dhoby ghaut, and i'd promised her 19.30 and she'll be home, but in the end, when we got there, the shop's lacking of the particular scent that i want, and the shopkeeper introduced us to another shop. and we took a very long time to get to the shop. finally, it's 19.30 already.

i made her late for the date with her sista.

and in the train on our way back home, i asked her if she wants to have chocolate fondue(we agreed to have it someday when we're free) tmr, and she said it's up to me to decide, cuz everything she say is of no use. to quote, (literally translated from mandarin to english)she said: 'you want means you want, you dont want means you dont want. even if i say i wanna have it tmr and you say you dont want, we still wont be able to have it'.

that somehow broke my heart. there are times when i DO get things in my way, but for her, i really wanna just let her be happy and do the things she wanted. but what she'd said really broke my heart.

so to her, i'm an arrogant brat who gets everything she wants, and not the least considerate for others? i'm sorry, but i'm not.


i always follow what jinling and jeannie wants to do and wants to say. and whatever they want to do, they can get it and have it. does she even think of my feeling?

i'm upset.


and someone close commented that i'm not like the one she used to know anymore.


i think i'm seriously taking things too sensitive, or is really telling how she felt?


arghs. what's so nice about this world? i've never taken a plane before. and i've always wanted to try. so does it mean that i am able to take it?


quarrelled with sharon about a fortnight back. guess we arent friends anymore.

and i'm feeling SUPERBLY lonely. am green-eyed about other girls who are sooo loveable and cheery. but me? i'm just an arrogant soul. arrghs

Condemned to Driving

Sad. am real sad.

failed my driving test again. and now, gotta wait for another 4 bloody months for my THIRD test. f u c k ing slow man.

what am i gonna do during these four months??? made. gotta spend another 0.4k for the driving lessons. :( making me out to be a poor muppet.

then what's next? what am i gonna do after a year from my job? am i gonna carry on studying? and be away from the "front-desk" bound job? i mean, i love my current job but it's just that it's a bit stagnant in here. and it's like, it's paying me low, but exploiting me to the fullest. and working with a demon; doesnt need me to explain more.

another colleague of mine who took over me yesterday while i was on leave told me that she couldnt stand my branch. i mean, if she was here for only A day, she can imagine me spending months with the demon.

what to do. blame it on the ill-fated luck i have. had tried to worship to every God, but nothing seem to work. maybe i'm just. poor.

another big hole in my pocket. feel so lost and empty right at this moment. :(

Happy :)

Hi people!!!

guess what? i got a Harrods bear from my tenant! =p this is my first personal gift from a stranger so far! =)

and tonight, i hope i can sell off my N70 successfully and get an N80 on thursday!!! darn happy man!

however, jas told me that another stupid tenant of ours were demanding for the "pierced" wall (just a couple of SMMALL HOLES) and he's demanded for me and jas to get it fixed asap!!! he's bumming us for a couple of days already and he's nnot dead. i wish i can kick his balls when i see him. and he hasnt paid the security deposit for their rental yet!!!!!!!! arrrrghs. still dare to ask for SO much.

My Lovely Sam-soon

Man. i'm so much in love in this korean drama.


it gets me motivated through the day, because i know that if i've survived the day, i'll be able to catch it at night on Channel U.


man. man. man. i'm just hooked lar.
how?! u guys should watch it too. u WILL be hooked.

and besides, it's been long since i got my arse stuck to the tv set. imagine that.
i'm going after the show!!!

Steve Irwin, Gone

Gone was his irritating Australian accent.

Gone was his so-dangerous acts with the crocs.


But he's such a poor thing also. not getting bitten by the crocs, but the venomous stingray.
why. but i DO pity him.

such a waste to be gone from the world.


you know? gone , forever.

Wine-whine

Hey ppl! bought 3 bottles of Sacred Hill recently.

Please try it out if you chance upon one. It's orgasmic!


LOL ;)

You suck big time.

Forgive my crude header.
But this is just what i wanna tell you.

when u're not feeling good, u shove ur stuff to me.
this is not what i can accept.
you blardy...bitch.

i'm real angry.

genuine care and concern is directed to a blind, "it's none of your business".
fu*k you, bitch.


"Do you know that this and that is wrong?"
well, screw off. i dont need this when u ARE in the wrong, not me.



oh right. correction. i dont wanna fu*k you.
cuz you stink to the core.

雨过应该就会天晴吧?

Things are looking on the brighter side for me.

Just, a tad(!) brighter.


Will that spell "Luck"?



till the next post. ciao~

Blardy hell.

Tamade.

To think i get these comment:


走着走着， 他就问我:"刚才他有没有教你胖小姐?"

BLARDY HELL。


他要走了还说:"减肥， 减肥!"

Bad Day

It's not Daniel Powter.

It's me, Kelly Wang Liting.

Dammit.


What a bad start for the day.


For a start, I came out late from the house. and when i reached the void deck and was about to step out, it started drizzling.

Nevermind that. I wanted to go into the housing blocks since it's all covered up, so i decided to cross the road, and damn. i stepped onto the soft and pudgy grass patches. (luckily my heels arent soiled)

Then, went into the train. it was packed like 1000 pickles all squashed up in a milk bottle meant for babies.

And vrooooom it goes. Damn it. It suddenly stopped. and my ankles decided to bent, and my heels, too. i reached out for the indian guy on my right, grabbed his arms tight.
Who knows another good samaritan (another indian guy on my left) tried to hold my left arm, but subconciously, i sorta gave my left arm a push back, and damn, he TOUCHED my underwire of my bra.
After which, he even gestured for me to hold on to the railings he was holding on. -sob sob-

I WAS SO EMBARRASSED i tell you i could've bashed the chinese guy up who looked at me as if i'm a weirdo. damn it.

so that's the start of my day. Think yours could've gotten any worse?

i doubt so.

消灾解难?

还以为礼拜六能够让我玩个尽兴，谁知道并没有此事的发生。
不但少了5块钱，我还丧失了我的原本已经没有很小的腰围。

也还以为可以在礼拜天一大早就起身，和佳敏，金玲 及 佳敏的妹妹 一起吃早餐，
没想到我竟然睡到中午12才起来! 到了最后， 我们叫了外卖， 而且是Macdonald's
喔。hehe。

回到家里身心已疲惫不堪，所以连衣服都没烫，就跟妈妈一起做面模。做了面模便
已经是凌晨12点了，洗把脸，刷了牙， 就倒头大睡。
今早原本不想来上班，可是还是硬着头皮， 咬紧牙根， 来了。

可是还真后悔啊!

Check this out!

I saw this graphic on joyln's friendster site, and was curious, went to check it out, and man! so many nice designs!

Gosh. Rain/Bi can be so versatile!

I'm so so so very amazed by this talent.

He can sing in Japanese, Mandarin, English, and Korean.
To think most singers cant even handle more than one language.

I'm really in AWE!!!


suave, aint he? *faints*

Ah---ChoooOoooOo!

Sneeze, sneeze. this sneeze-es hit me so suddenly!


am starting to dread going to work because we're in the new centre now, and our workload just seems to pile on even more each day.

aww. and am damn irritated with the constant pop-ups from hotmail whilst checking my mails! wassup, Hotmail, do you allow users to be constantly bogged down by the stupid pop-ups and get us all affected by virus??? damn.

aiyo. talking about these just makes me feel hungry.

and oh, just to update you guys, we are fine. me and him.

but it's just fine.

i cant elaborate more.
because i believe in karma.