Condemned to Driving

Sad. am real sad.

failed my driving test again. and now, gotta wait for another 4 bloody months for my THIRD test. f u c k ing slow man.

what am i gonna do during these four months??? made. gotta spend another 0.4k for the driving lessons. :( making me out to be a poor muppet.

then what's next? what am i gonna do after a year from my job? am i gonna carry on studying? and be away from the "front-desk" bound job? i mean, i love my current job but it's just that it's a bit stagnant in here. and it's like, it's paying me low, but exploiting me to the fullest. and working with a demon; doesnt need me to explain more.

another colleague of mine who took over me yesterday while i was on leave told me that she couldnt stand my branch. i mean, if she was here for only A day, she can imagine me spending months with the demon.

what to do. blame it on the ill-fated luck i have. had tried to worship to every God, but nothing seem to work. maybe i'm just. poor.

another big hole in my pocket. feel so lost and empty right at this moment. :(