an angry woman is a angry woman.

An angry woman is an angry woman.

Big F***! me and his romance are really short-lived. i dunno why, i kept dissing off at such minor matters, yet, he's leaving me to isolate. big F***. i'm realli angry. why doesnt he shower me love? why??? why is it that his fren fell "outta love" and he needs to accompany him? why does his gf need his love yet he gives none?

why is he not beside me whenever i nid him? why issit that i have to stick to him like f***? why cant i have some self-esteem? do i have no shame at all? do i even need him to be ard me when he's not? do i have to question myself whether i love him at all? i dun understand why i'm feeling like this rite now.

thing is that: I DONT NEED YOU TO BE RIGHT BESIDE ME.
but i need u to be there with me, mentally. cant i just have that? it feels just as if i'm alone, stranded, dead. why am i still with u? i dunnoe. frens, do not ask me what's happening(though i "want" u to ask), cuz u will noe. but why is he not even asking me? why is he always thinking that i'm kicking a big fuss outta nothing? i throw my temper ard cuz i need attention from u, u blardy idiot! cant u read me? i know we're together for a very long time already, but u still dun understand me.

"You need to shower women love; not understand her. You need to understand men, and not love 'em."

right, right. and so the saying goes. u dun have to understand me. just love me. but u realli gave me none.

jl said smth last night that woke me up. but i dun care. "maybe he's had his time shared b/w u and his frens, it's just that u cant see. and u thought he's not." big fark. but why did i devote all my time to him?! why is he leaving me alone?! why am i being such a bitch to him?!

i realli ponder sometimes, if we dint get together at the very beginning... ... ...