Happy New Year! :)

Happy New Year to All!

this post took a tad too long to post, but so! Since i've got the heart to do it, why not. ;)


Anyway, have decided to move back to blogspot as i find Cyworld's a bit troublesome. it keeps refreshing the page till i almost went mad!


And how did you guys spend your NY? was it fun and exciting? :)

well, for me, i spent it on the highway while on the way back from the airport. hehe. talk about exciting and happening. -_-"


okay then! i shall upload tons of pix as i'm tired to do the typing already. shall let the pictures do the talking. ;)

Summary:

Feb 22nd: First time to dine at KuishinBo, and with him! :)

Feb 24th: Day to meet his dad. Nervous! =S

Feb 25th:
We've met each for 11 days consecutively.


and i've never did anything like this with any of my previous r/s before.

he brought me to meet his frens and family. and i dunno why i agreed so readily, when i've never did with anyone previously before. it's just... different.

i am really in lurve.



ouch. i'm falling hard. i'm loving it!

Valentine

SHE Concert

Hi ppl.

going to wwatch SHE concert later, in hope that i can catch wu zun right in front of my face! niahahaha.


just by thinking of the thought makes my heart race faster.


anywayz, a side note apart from the concert, it's been some time since i last updated on you. the last time i updated was telling u that my bf just broke up with me on christmas day.

but i'm recovering well, thank you very much. :)


but now i'm wondering if an equlibrium should be placed nearer to friends or family. haiz.


maybe love. ahhaha.

whatever.

My Birthday :)

jeannie and jinling gave me a door hanging which reads "LT ROOM" in pink (totally match my new purplish walls! :)), my colleagues gave me an angbao of 60bucks, a set of clothes and a cake, my bro gave me 2 raoul shirts. love 'em. hehe.

but i dint have an extremely happy birthday cuz jasmine teow's prepared a list of to-do list before she went on leave ON MY BIRTHDAY.

:(

i really am appalled upon seeing her. arrrghs.

and now i'm gonna skive and prolly watch the news. good bye!

Fantastic 4 is simply fantastic

it's even better than Pirates of the Carribean and Shrek. i swear to God i'm telling the truth!

watched it with dear at AMK Hub. it was pretty cool except for the few black monkeys behind us. they were REALLY irritating, cuz they were swearing and talking like they're watching the show at home. mf. regardless of how racist i sound, i'm sorry, but i really do despise those who sat behind us the other time.

Mr. Fukuda's Bdae

Met up with jasmine teow together with mr fukuda after work today.


we're gonna give mr fukuda a treat as he always do the paying. and we went to the grand hyatt hotel to dine. it's a local cuisine buffet. the food's not exactly fantastic to me cuz they're all a tad cold...


i like local foods which make me go slurping! ;(

but nevertheless, i still enjoyed myself very much. :)


we've had cheese prata, chicken murtabak, rojak, fish, abalone mushroom, chilli crabs, egg tarts, pineapple tarts, mutton curry, chicken curry, you2 ji1 (loose translation: oil chicken, haha!) and lots more!


and now my stomach looks like this ----> O !!!


haha. and i just realised today that it's mr fukuda's birthday tmr, and we're gonna surprise him with a cake! :) hope he's gonna have a enjoyable birthday as i suppose he does not have exactly three thousand friends in singapore as he's from japan. he'll be 51 tmr! *giggles


and last point to note, i miss dear dear even though i just last saw him on monday.

it's a pretty weird feeling, you know???

Went to his house to clean up his 梳妆台.
cleared trillions of rubbish. these are inclusive of his ex girlfriend's photos, his letters from his penpals(?!) and some receipts which you could date back from year 2005. imagine.
indefinitely, dust and particles have set on whatever was on the table.

but then again, felt pretty happy that i could at least do something for him. :)

Went to watch Shrek 3 as well. i was pretty disappointed as it was not as good as Shrek and Shrek 2. Pirates of the caribbean 3 was not as good too. :(

Big Green Eye Monster

Green Eye Monster.

went bonkers yesterday night.
i guessed i murdered myself with the green in me. shouldnt have did that, but then, i did.

hanwei, dear's fren, added me in friendster. browsed his page, saw his pictures, and it was all with his wife-to-be. felt envious of the girl, and thought why dear hadnt have yet to add our pictures in his profile. digress starts, and the green-eye monster kicked in. hecalled, asking what happened as i was acting strange already. i did not want to speak to him on the phone already as i was starting to assume and presume.

after hanging up the phone with him, i started to feel even angrier. "Why did dear not put our pictures in friendster?!". also, i was angry with him for not having to forget me while he's out, and that he's angrier when i did not message him when i'm out. i did not feel it was exactly fair to me.

today, i decided to be the "punisher". instead of the usual morning wake-up calls, i ignored the alarm which sounded for me to call him. i snoozed it, and went ahead with my make-up. he started calling, and i refused to pick it up.

he tried a lot of ways to contact me, but i still reject to answer his calls. reached the office, and he started to call my office. charlotte answered and i asked her to help with screening of calls. dear then called priscy. priscy called to my extension and asked me whatwas happening. from this moment, i burst out crying. i started to realise that i was being too much into ignoring him. but being the egoistic me, i didnt want to stop. i continued ignoring him, and i told the situation to Lois, my manager. she started to brainwash me, and told me that i shouldnt have done this to him. she said that i should give him a message and tell him i'm sorry for being this ridiculous. i did what she said.

he did not reply to that message of mine. this time, it was me who's like 热锅上的蚂蚁. called him, but he rejected my call. after that, i went for lunch with priscy. he called while i was on my way to meet her. he asked me what happened this morning, but i still (goondu) told him that i am not ready to tell him the reason. his turn to go bonkers.

met priscy and she chided me for being stupid. she said i should've told him what happened and that i shouldnt have ignored him further after my sorry message. he messaged priscy and said that he did not want to have a relationship that does not communicate. and he said i was ridiculous.

haiz. then i sent him a message again, telling him that i was sorry for what i did and that i still love him. i mean, of cuz i DO love him, it's just that, prolly after so much assumptions that he might not like me, i start to act like a goner. thus it explains so much into avoiding his calls, and etc.

it was late at night when the both of us reach home. cried even more worse while i was on the phone with him. am grateful that he forgived me, and gave me a chance to prove that i could still be his girlfriend. who could stand a daffy girlfriend who always tries to pick a fight just to attain attention? no one could really do that.

except for him. for that, i love him even more.

i hope in the future, things wont be the same anymore.

i hope i'll be able to care and shower him love and concern even more than what i did to my previous relationships.

and i hope this one will last.

Reunion

Met up with lijun and joyln. they're my poly mates. it was a good feeling, had seen them after so long, especially lijun... :)

i love them! :) went marina square, joyjoy treated us with KFC (my favourite!)

miss them. hope can see them more often.

Driving Test: I PASSED!!! :)

i passed i passed i passed!!!

i'd passed my freaking driving test!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WOOOHHOOOOOOOO!!!!!

update (17.05.07): he got me an iPod nano as promised as i've passed my test. Yay!

Confusion

i do not know why, but i should feel happy that i'm going on a trip with him.

i wonder what is wrong with me. promised him that i'll tell him whatever is in my mind, but what is happening to me now?


i want to tell him, but, me myself have no idea what i'm going through.


am i thinking a tad toooo much?



i wonder high and low. after this post, i shall compare the similarities and differences between an aquarius from the scorpio.


but nevertheless, dear i still love you. :)

200 Pounds Beauty :)

managed to finsh with our invoices despite the fact that i had to run about up and down for more than half of the day. could have finished it faster, but...arghs.


priscy spoilt the market lor; she's already done with the invoices ystd. :(


helped cecilia moved suite together with dear dear. went to have dinner and amk macdonald's after that... i think conflicts are starting to rise these days.. just what is happening to us? :( i certainly do not wish for that!

but anywayz! good news, my computer's revived and i've managed to dl the song i like! it's cupid's chokehold. it's damn good. :)


anywayz, 5 more mins and i need to turn to sleep.


my eyelids are freaking heavy now!


went to watch this show on wed, 25th. it's a damn good show. portrays how materialistic girls are these days. and i'm gonna say i'm any different. it's just that i'm still not able to really accept the fact if someone wants to do a plastic on her nose/cheeks/chin, etc.


this show drills my eyes. they teared.

i must admit, it's good.yawns. it's the middle of the night.

General

work has been keeping me busy ever since lois came to our centre. but i'm not really complaining.

lois is very competent, to say the very least. she's transformed the office into a much "workable" and productive place. was shocked that both angie and charlotte is on MC today. damn. must they leave me alone in the lurch on a monday morning??? :(


i realised that work has also prevented dear and myself from sms-ing and calling each other.


i wonder if this will pose as a problem in the later stage of our r/s.
God, please help us.
cuz i DO NOT want that to happen. but we're really busy with our work during the day!!! and at night we'll be too exhausted to talk. but dear had been keeping it a point tat no mattter what he'll still call me, regardless of how short or long the conversation is. hmmm, i really appreciate that. :)



Jasmine teow came round at near 6pm today to collect her jacket. she's permed her hair! :)

Call me the sleeping Goddess.

Went to dear's place... slept again, and he bought me my favourite tidbit for the time being: Caramel Corn.

tell you, that tidbit was so damn good!

after i woke up, his dad had already cooked dinner and we ate it together. then, we watched "The first Emperor". it was a pretty interesting show when i had to leave for home. :(


tmr gotta start work again. :(

Hanwei's bdae

Was supposed to meet dear at 5.30pm at Orchard. reached there on time, but he was late.


so he told me to walk around the area and look for possible presents for Hanwei (his fren) first. however, i went to the toilet and spent most of my time there. cuz having to relief yourself is a hassle in Orchard during peak hours cuz you'll have to queue like MAD first before you're able to clinch a toilet bowl to yourself.

so then, he reached at 6...we went to eat at KFC, and i showered him with lots of dirty words, cuz i was really angry! but i PROMISE that i'll change and stop verbal abusing him. the thought of it just makes me feel so guilty. i'm sorry dear dear. i dint mean to scold all those things on you. :( i promise i'll change.

then we went Zara to shop for a knit wear for Hanwei.. shopped around M)phosis then he realised that there was a HOLE in my tee. embarassed, he suggested that we go mango and take a look at some clothes to change.


found one at quite a pricy rate, $50 at it. with bling bling and all.

and he paid. i seriously dint look out for that, cuz i did not want him to spend so much on me. but then again, he insisted, and i was touched. somehow or rather.


then we went to Breworkz to meet them. saw huifeng's injury, was pretty convinced that she'll recover well with Hanwei around.
food tasted pretty sucky there. dint really enjoy my dinner there.
and huifeng also told me that hanwei and herself might be getting married soon. they're looking at HDB flat now.
was pretty bemused at why dear did not tell me. i wonder if i'm his gf at all. he said he dint tell his other frens, and kept from me too cuz the issue was not finalised. but i was thinking "hello! am i one of your guy frens too? you dont trust me or what?"

so then, i confronted him. i know it's just a small issue. but you know how sensitive i can be. i hate to be lied to and be kept in the dark. and hate ppl to be late too (albeit i'm always the late comer)

but anywayz, i wont blame the hyper-sensitivity on PMS.


i just hope that the communication is there.

ARrrggggh

i dont understand why i'm so very slow at work. argghs.

Double Date + Celia's bdae

went to meet dear dear, clarence and sherry. had dinner at the german restaurant at vivocity which dear dear took me to during Vday.

we parted with clarence and sherry and we met up with jasmine, my pri school fren.

we headed down to my other pri school fren, celia's 21st bday at pasir ris park. hung around for a while and went back home.

went supper with dear dear at our "favourite" amk central. hahas.

and it was end of story. =p

Sigh. my baby's fallen sick

Today dear dear asked if we could meet up, but since i've already promised my parents that i'll be home after work, i told him that i couldnt meet him.

so in the afternoon, dear told me that he was having a fever then, and he'll be going home and seeing a doctor.
then when i reached home, he told me that he's having high fever. of 39.7, i dont quite remember the temperature.

i was feeling so guilty, stuck in between my family and him, and i eventually chosed to go and visit him, as he was having a fever. if it was a normal request, i wouldnt have done that.

then i hurried and took a cab there, and while in the cab, we chatted. he was feeling nostalgic and was saying that how his mom used to take care of him while he was sick, and he cried. i teared too, but without him knowing it. then i reached his place at around 8+, and touched his forehead. it was boiling hot.

placed a wet towel over his forehead and wanted him to rest, but apparently, he dint. i mean, of cuz i understand the discomfort of having someone watch you sleep.


was pretty reluctant to go back home. the truth.

Imma cook for da day! :)

Went to dear's place early morning. reached there at around 1045... then after awhile we got down to serious business: cooked sphgetti!

yummy! :) though he kept complaining that this should be that and etc, i dont really care.. cuz at the end of the day, i know he still likes what i do. =p


after lunch, played with his ps3. haha.. won him quite a lot of times! but he did win me as well. :)


the game ended after one and a half hour and i went to sleep on his bed.. his pillow got a bit of his saliva smell.. yeeee.. haha. and i slept from 1430 till almost 1900. i think i'm turning innto a Goddess of sleeping.. haa...


then later he surprised me with Jolin's concert tickets!!! i was really very shocked and surprised! he told me tat his cousin gave it to him and that he dint get the tix himself. but whichever the case, i'm happy to be able to watch it! and watch it with him!


muacks, baby! i love you! :)