Yawns.

I'm now currently in school, taking a toil in the DCL lab. the teacher wasnt really concerned abt us, neither were we to ourselves. we were just doing our stuff. sharon went home early, cuz she's having a toll on her abdomen as well. grace is working on her blog, letchmi is listening to some tamil pop songs, and lijun is staring into the monitor that i'm now typing this shit at.

"Yah." was what she said after she read these stuff. anywayz, i've got nothing much to blog on...

on sat, i went for my relative's birthday party. she was 80. and mind u, she still looks as agile as an ape. serious. memories are flashing back. my grandma, at the age of 76, sure doesnt look a single bit like her. but she was as cheerful as the other relative of mine.. and that day, bf dint msg/call me for the whole day. i tot he was sleeping, and i just msged him casually that i'm on my way to the dinner. and he replied, sayying that he was on his way(too) to the hospital. i wasnt surprised. kinda expected, but i dint noe that he'll only inform me so last minn. i noe his intentions, not to make me rush down to acc him there, but den again, not telling me doesnt solve any problems as well..

and yesterday, i went out with sharon, jinling and shiyun. we went orchard and, hell, we spent like, 3 hrs just in far east plaza alone. and i had to leave early as i had to go over his place. but newayz, we bought ourselves each a pair of earrings and took some neoprints. and we just loitered ard the place. and jinling said her fling saw her. melvin. lol. but none of us saw him! prolly he was hiding somewhere and stalking on jinling. lol.

and when i went over to his place, i dint have much to do. i was staring at the tv in his living room, with his entire family. mom, sis, him. and he decided that it was high time to go watch the movie, unleashed, which stars Jet Li and some other actors. i tot this movie was an insult to the Chinese, as Jet li was starring as the Dog of some english bastard. really. but nevertheless, he managed to kill the bastard and paved the way for his own. lol. i'd grade the show... B-. and it's quite short, btw. it's like, from 9.30-11.15.

and there's something that's kinda troubling me. i cant see my future with him. he gambled the 700odd bucks in genting just this april, and he's making a comeback later this june. he said he wants to get back his "deposit" there. but i'm thinking, he doesnt save, and what'll happen to our future? i dread thinking bout this, but i just cant help it, cuz i'm a scorpio. he's 26 this yr and has just a single cent in the bank accnt. what is up with him. does he even consider abt the future? why does he always spend the money in just a few days when he has the money? does splurging to him seems like a hobby to him instead? i'm confused. i reallly am. =(

did i say i had nothing to blog on? lol. well, i was just kidding.