Thoroughly-Pissed-Off

time check: 23.47

aww. my legs are sore-ing like hell now. my butts felt as if they're sitting on a bed of scintillating needles. my brain is in a whirlpool state of mind. and i'm blardy physically tired. esp my eyes.

went to pulau ubin today, sat on the bumboat and it was rather fun... den when we reached, we settled down at darren(baby's fren)'s granny shophouse..placed our stuff there, sat for a while, den got down to cycle. that explains why my legs and butt sore. they REALLY sore like ****. it was super adventurous cycling ard pulau ubin, cuz the trails were rather remote. there were lotsa abandoned houses too, guess it must have been the gov's doing. =x
there were five of us, darren and his gf, me and baby, and david... even though much verbal wasnt exchanged, it was still a nice journey as there were scenery and the fresh air to enjoy..
after which, we got back to mainland,and ate seafood over at the changi hawker. it was damn spicy lor...

later, we went to Tampines Mall and Century Square.by then, my legs were so tired, they threatened to break anytime if i walk further. still, i walked, and that's why, now my legs are in a state of "semi-breaking".

finally, we're reaching home... i asked if he not want to send me home as i saw that his eyes were blood-shot looking, and i'm afraid that we mite bump into my parents. oh yah, i set the bikini-clad babe pic as his wallpaper in his phone and he got upset abt it too... (think it was because darren's gf, yixia, said that there was nothing nice abt that bikini xiaojie)
apparently, he mistook me that it was because i dint want him to see my parents that's why i said that... but what i realli meant was, that i'm afraid that he would feel awkward if he saw my dad, and obviously, he cant act at ease.
That's what i realli meant, baby.

and when he was sending me home, he told me that he deleted all the bikini clad babes... he was looking pissed and walked far away from me, too.
who noes, when we were reaching the lift, we realli saw my parents, he called them and den left...we did bade our goodbyes...
when i got home and called him and asked what happened, he said, nothing..i said, u better say,if not i very fan one leh...
den he said,"what are u fan abt? i more fan okie... i dint want to tell u what happened cuz i dint want to start another quarrel. u're not sian of the quarrels but i am."
and i broke down into tears. what he said was damn hurtful. DAMN IT.

i'm going to sleep. heck if he's gonna call or not.
i hate u.